Fishers UMC Blog

Broken Fountain

Some of you know my love for flowing water – the ocean, a mountain stream, a river – it has been a recurring theme in my spirit for as long as I can remember.  For several years I had a beloved fountain – not a wimpy desktop size – but a “serious” fountain.  Being a typical male I know that bigger is better.  My fountain stood over 4 feet tall, held over 30 gallons of water and filled the air with the vibrant sounds of a waterfall – too big and too loud for any room in our home.  When I used it inside we either could not hear each other talk or our trips to the “facilities” greatly multiplied so the fountain stood silent most of the time.  In our last house we had a great screened in porch which became home for my fountain and I have loved reading and writing in the shade of the porch awash in the sounds of the nearby waterfall.

The final Fall that I had with my beloved fountain [this timing is important] Joyce and I spent a “warm” evening on a cold night [temperature was like 20 degrees the entire week before it] with good friends and were given the tour of their beautiful home.  My favorite part was their back yard which was home to a fountain that dwarfed mine as well as a fish pond.  As I shivered in the cold I was surprised to hear the sound of running water – their pond had to run year round to keep the water aerated or the fish would die.  I was reminded that flowing water doesn’t freeze unless the bottom really falls out of the thermometer.  Two days later I made a terrible discovery.  I’m usually pretty careful about maintenance issues but last fall when I was “winterizing” my precious fountain I got interrupted.  I removed the motor from the water and bled the waterlines but was diverted before I could drain the 30 gallons of water in the base of the fountain…I never came back to finish the job.  I didn’t remember until I went out on the porch weeks later and noticed the fountain looked different.  The base was cracked and not just a little!  Before I got near enough to look in I knew what I would find.  The water had frozen solid.  When 30 gallons of water turns to ice it expands…did you know that?  And ice is harder and stronger than fiberglass…did you know that too?  Suddenly I had a beautiful flower pot filled with ice – it wasn’t leaking yet but when spring came… I say “flower pot” because my beautiful fountain will be forever silent.  The pump would still work and the waterlines would do their job but the base wouldn’t hold water to be pumped – all for want of a little bit of maintenance.

Why do I tell you this besides my need to share my grief?  I tell you this because I am reminded of Jeremiah 2:13, “For My people have committed two evils: They have forsaken Me, the fountain of living waters, And hewn themselves cisterns—broken cisterns that can hold no water.”  The people of Israel had forgotten that it was God who brought them out of slavery and into a land of “milk and honey.” They had gotten lazy in their relationship with him, finally turning their backs on God and seeking security and life from self-made religious systems.  But their self-made efforts were nothing more then broken cisterns that could hold no water.  They went thirsty due to their own religiosity expecting to be refreshed and found only an empty well.  And [like me and my fountain] all for the want of a little maintenance. 

It takes maintenance, whether we are talking about my fountain or our relationship with God. And often it only takes a little maintenance, certainly less than the work it takes to repair the broken fountain or our broken relationship with God. We seldom make a full turn away all at once– usually we just let our attention slip a little at a time.  How is it with you right now?  Are you thirsty?  Have you tried to go to the well only to find what little water may still be there is stagnant or possibly even found your well empty?  Maybe you’ve just been too busy lately to find time in God’s presence in prayer and study.  I hope not.  Broken wells are hard to fix.  But God invites us to return to Him.  During this season of Lent God is waiting to embrace us.  In that embrace we can hear, feel, and taste fresh running water.  All it takes is a little maintenance.

Anybody need a 30 gallon fiberglass rock shaped flower pot?

For The Only Cause That Matters,
Pastor Kevin McKinney
Sr. Pastor

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It was a Saturday morning at our house, nothing special, we were just doing some laundry and some cleaning.  But somehow it turned into an epic reorganizing, decluttering session that had some profound effects on me.

What started said cleaning fest was our three year old.  We wanted to restructure how we had things in the play area in our basement, which in turn caused us to have to put a few things in our storage areas which were already pretty full.  For those of you that don’t know me, organizing makes me all warm and fuzzy inside, so the majority of our storage areas are filled with carefully labeled totes.   So, when we went into a specific storage area to find totes and totes with labels on them, I figured there was nothing we could do. We were just out of space.

And then I decided to go through one or two, or ten of them, and was pretty shocked at what I found.

I wish I was exaggerating, but I found an entire extra large plastic tub filled to the brim of notes that were passed to me by my friends during school from 6th grade to high school.  Hundreds and hundreds of notes, filled with what now seems like totally trivial and useless information such as: who Amy C. liked in 7th grade, or how a teacher was totally unfair with an assignment.   (By the way mom, I totally should have listened to you when you said a certain someone was a bad influence on me, I see it now…)

But that was just one carefully labeled/packed tote.  There were so many more: old assignments, papers, and tests, my 2nd grade math workbook (I’m not sure why specifically I felt the need to save that particular one),  mementos from old relationships, a ridiculous amount of random things that I have no idea why I saved them (plastic silverware, pop tops, gum wrappers…), receipts from things that are long gone, the list goes on and on.

All these totes I thought contained things that I couldn’t live without.  Some of them were trivial, some of them mean nothing to me now, some of them showed me how toxic some relationships were,  and some of them showed me how many mistakes I made, but they all showed me how grateful I am that God was with me through it all and guided me to my present. 

As I threw more and more items into the trash, I couldn’t help but feel clean, not just the storage area, but my soul.  It was like I was finally letting go of the past, my past mistakes (whether it was a relationship or a test with a big F on it) and focusing on the future. 

Don’t worry, I kept a lot of special items, pictures and childhood friends, in fact many of my old toys are now being played with by my daughter.  Had I not gone through all those tubs she may have never gotten to experience the same joy I had with some pretty awesome toys and books.  And now I have storage space to fill with all my precious daughter’s memories. 

Do you have any totes or “totes” in your memory bank filled with things from the past you might not need or cause you regret, anxiety or sadness?  Maybe its time to finally let them go… 

Paul writes to us in Philippians 3:12-14 and says: "I don’t mean to say that I have already achieved these things or that I have already reached perfection. But I press on to possess that perfection for which Christ Jesus first possessed me. 13 No, dear brothers and sisters, I have not achieved it, but I focus on this one thing: Forgetting the past and looking forward to what lies ahead, 14 I press on to reach the end of the race and receive the heavenly prize for which God, through Christ Jesus, is calling us."

Lorie Richards
Multi-Media Coordinator
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